Re-weaving your energy grid while you’re up-levelling
Soaking in the energy of expansion brings immense growth and beauty in the way you see the world. It allows your field to be fully alive and enriched, your heart open, and the possibilities that surround you to become endless.
This is how I now live my life, with such passion and joy for life. Seeing each lesson for the opportunities that they bring. I am now able to re-weave fresh quantum energy into a past event that used to debilitate me. This allows me to create the changes in my lineage that will affect past and future generations.
This is far from the way I used to live and I am so grateful for the obstacles along the way that shaped the woman that stands here now.
I was always someone who played by the rules that my parents and society dictated, I believed that’s what you did to show you were a good person.
I’ve never been good at playing games though or hiding how I feel. I’m full of emotions and I wear my heart on my sleeve, even though I was taught that was a sign of weakness.
‘A woman with passion is unstable, she acts with her heart instead of her head’, that was instilled in me as a child. I read that now and I want to shout ‘damn right she does’ but remove the unstable part. However, that’s how my family was, I was made to feel that showing your emotions was weak, that’s why females were the inferior gender. Believe me when I say, no matter what part of my journey I was on, that never sat well with me and I did everything in my power to prove my family wrong.
Now I embrace the messy unravelling that embodiment brings. I allow my feminine energy to guide me to the deep issues that have spanned across my family’s lineage and I create true change.
Long gone is the girl who worried about what others thought of her, who used to allow society to determine how she co-existed with others. That was the reason I felt the need to compartmentalise my life in the first place.
I’ve lived my entire life being real, but only to those who really knew me. The older I got the more important it became for me to be authentic in all areas of my life, I had to learn to be my authentic self always and not just with those who approved.
For many years I lost my voice. I was confused about who I was and what part of myself I showed, but now my authentic soul radiates in every aspect of my life.
RIDING THE EXPANSION WOBBLES THROUGH THE GATEWAY
The gateway is something we must go through to crack open the full expansion of our field. It may come in all sorts of obstacles to challenge the direction you have chosen or to perhaps even draw you in a different direction.
This is when acting as the observer will help to see the issue for what it is. You may even find that the obstacle that stopped you from moving forward was needed to create a stronger foundation of the vision your soul has shown you.
Be open to what is happening around you, it just might be the missing piece that you didn’t realise you needed to allow everything else to fall into place.
As you begin to stretch your energetic field, it is completely natural to feel these wobbles. As your field expands further, the structure that you originally built to hold your field is going to need more support to strengthen its grid. This is what I meant earlier when I was referring to a stronger foundation.
And part of building this foundation is to embody the impact you have on the world and vice versa. To lean into trust and out of the heaviness that the past holds. To meet the pain of oppression that is held deep in this planet's field and envision a future where sovereign souls prioritise one another.
Because humanity is hurting. Feel the pain that encompasses this planet. If each of us took one step towards breaking this dysfunction, we would start to feel this land evolve.
As part of rebuilding our structure, we need to continue learning how to deliver our words with grace instead of angst and to know that even when we feel like the entire world is against us, that we’re not alone.
We chose this body to experience all life has to offer, we were given a voice because we’re strong enough to use it, and all of our struggles will serve a purpose in letting others know that they are not alone either.
And it's okay if you don’t understand something because there are lots of times when I don’t understand things either. But living in the mystery and not allowing the rules of this world to make you bitter, will only expand your field further.
As you allow all the ‘bs’ you’ve been told, to fall away, love and truth is the energy that will continue to open you as you navigate your unravelling.
ALLOW YOUR PRESENT TO RE-THREAD THE ENERGY OF YOUR PAST BY DRAWING ON THE ENERGY OF YOUR FUTURE
There is tremendous expansion in being open to allowing your present circumstances to reveal energetic threads from your past that are still waiting to be re-woven. It allows you to liberate your timeline and that of your lineage as well.
I have recently had the privilege of doing just that. I had been drawn into a situation which didn’t involve me, yet needed me to determine an outcome. Shortly after becoming involved, it began to trigger a certain event that had happened during my childhood. Through all my years of working on this issue, it didn’t trigger me in a bad way, more like illuminating an opportunity to re-thread new energy into a past trauma.
Having a resilient nervous system is how I can now traverse my past and future with ease. It’s about being the observer of your lineage. Seeing what your future generations desire and applying it to your past and your ancestors. It’s then allowing that energy to re-weave through to your present moment and beyond.
As you start to interpret what your body and soul are revealing to you, it’s your opportunity to re-thread the energy and knowledge that you have now to the past, but before you do, give the future generations still to come, the chance to have their input too. Bringing this fresh life to an event that may have collapsed your field previously, can help to fundamentally build out a new foundation allowing your future to be more sturdy.
The way I now see this work is like a tapestry of time consisting of intricate threads and fibres.
Each individual soul is a small square of tapestry on a much larger piece of work...
Each thread is a story that stretches back in time.
You can pull a thread and watch how it interrupts the flow right the way through the fabric.
We’re bringing all these threads of life back into your being.
These threads also form a much larger piece of the tapestry that includes our parents and our ancestors, which stretches back in time and is part of a much larger piece of tapestry.
The more you step back and act as the observer, the more you will see we are all part of an all-encompassing piece of art.
Explaining it this way makes it easy to see why they refer to time as ‘the fabric of time’.
The more I weave this energy, the more beautiful life becomes.
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